I remember playing in my family room
I remember playing ‘Picture Day at School’
I remember my brother wanting to play
I remember Zack going to ride his bike afterward
I remember putting all the bears or baby dolls in their ‘classrooms’
I remember Zack messing them up
I remember my grandma telling me that I should mess his stuff up
I remember going to Zack’s room
I remember picking up three toys and throwing them in the floor
I remember Zack screaming “Stop!”
I remember feeling his hand in my hair
I remember being jerked toward the floor
I remember my forehead being slammed off of the corner of Zack’s wooden bed
I remember the agonizing pain that coursed through my head at that moment
I remember crawling out of my brother’s room as he ran away
Bringing a trail of blood with me
I remember my sister-in-law, Tonya, finding me laying in the floor just outside of Zack’s room
I remember going to the hospital
I remember having to get stitches
I remember going home
I remember my oldest brother Danny Ray carried me inside
And laid me on the couch
At the time it felt like I was on a cloud
I remember falling into a dreamless sleep
I remember waking up to the smell of chocolate chip cookies
I remember my brother crying because he was in trouble
I remember feeling bad for him
I remember sneaking him a couple of cookies because he couldn’t have one
And I remember that loving moment shared with my brother just then
Even after what he did to me