Remember ?

Eight-Hundred and eighty seven. Thats how many days i have to choose from. How could I just pick one that’s my most memorable?

The day I ran away? The day I left school and went to the park? The day my brother and I watched moves all day? The day I won my dance award? The Day I Learned how to play piano?

Well I don’t remember these days, I remember these moments. I remember getting my things and leaving going under the tree, and it started raining getting all my things wet. I don’t remember the day I left school and went to the park, I remember going with Auston and taking pictures and playing. I don’t remember the day my brother and I watched movies all day, I remember all we watch were funny movies and we couldn’t stop laughing. I Don’t remember the day i won my dancing award, I remember dancing till my legs were in so much pain and I had to ice them. I don’t remember the day i learned how to play piano, I remember me playing my first song and being so happy.

Lights, Camera, Action !

I stand there

like a lifeless doll,

 

A great big spotlight

and I feel small,

 

I hear people talking

but I see no one,

 

Lights are so bright

It’s like looking at the sun

 

My turn to go now

but I can’t speak at all

 

So I just stand there

Like a lifeless doll.

Time Somebody Told Me

Time somebody told me

That i’m lovely, good, real

That i’m beautiful.

If they only knew

How that would make me feel

Time somebody told me

that my mind is quick and sharp

and full of wisdom

That I should keep trying and never quit.

Time somebody told me

How they love and needed me

How my smile is filled with hope

and my spirit set them free

How my eyes shine full of light

How good they feel when i’m around

Time somebody told me . . . . . .

What Do You Do?

What do you do when they try to make you loose?

Make you want to give up?

Try to take the lead?

YOU WIN.

What do you do when they put you down?

Make you feel uncertain ?

Make you feel like nothing?

YOU STAND TALL

What do you do when they try to take over you?

Make you do things you don’t want to do?

Make you feel like a looser?

FIGHT BACK

What do you do when Someone makes you smile?

Feel good about yourself?

Make you feel beautiful?

YOU LOVE THEM.

Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart.

If I told you I loved you , would you stay , ?

Or would yuh be like all the others , and walk away .

You promised forever , so why are you leaving ,

you kno that four letter word , does have meaning . !

– Sometimes I wish it was juss me and yuh ,

and now you’re gone , I dn’t kno what to do !

You have the key to my heart ,

We should never be apart ,

You’re my baby , you’re my love , its like God sent you , from above . !

If you leave , You’re takinq my heart ; Goodbye means forever , did I qet them mixed up ?

Just A Smile.

I smile to cover my pain, hurt, and my cry.

No one will ever understand me.

I talk to people and they say that understand, but they don’t.

If they understood then they could feel my hurt,

feel my pain and hear my cry.

Feel the hurt that I feel

Feel the pain that I feel

Cry like I cry.

So everyday I walk around like nothings wrong.

I laugh, and I giggle .

But I smile to cover my pain, hurt, and cry.

I am.

I am funny and nice

I wonder about the future

I hear what I want to hear

I see what I want to see

I want to be a billionaire

I am Funny and nice

I pretend to be happy

I feel unbreakable

I touch the sky

I worry about my dad

I cry when I’m hurting

I am funny and nice.

I understand that life’s not easy

I say things i don’t mean when i am mad

I dream about living the good life

I try to do my best at everything

I hope one day I will make it big

I am funny and nice.

INSANITY..

Run,

Fast,

Sprint,

Leap,

Jump,

Be Healthy,

Train,

Legs,

Arms,

and Muscle,

Just for a long run.

People Tell Me

People tell me that I’m pretty

but I don’t feel it.

Compliments from left and right

but my feelings never change.

Sometimes I look in the mirror

I tell myself, you’re ugly.

People tell me that I’m smart

but I don’t feel it

Sometimes it takes me longer to do things than it takes others.

Sometimes I look in the mirror

i tell myself, you’re dumb.

People tell me they know I can do it

but I don’t believe it

I try and I try but I just don’t see it

Sometimes I think to myself

give up , you can’t.

Someone told me I was worthless

but I don’t feel it

I’m more than what I make myself out to be

So i looked in the mirror and told myself

you are pretty, you are smart, you can do it, and you’re far from worthless

I am From

I am from the leaves on the playground

From the big tree

I am from the soul food my grandmother cooks

From greens, chicken, and much much more

I am from the anger that i hold in

From the aggervation

I am from a little brown house from the alley

From my dad’s voice telling me, “NO”!

I am from the love my family shares

From I love you and I love you too

I am fro mthe happiness of my grandmother’s heart

From the accomplishments i have made

I am from a family that never gives up

From the yard work to careers

I am from the sparkle in my proud fathers eyes

From his little girl to his young adult

I am from a mother who didn’t care

From leaving and not  saying goodbye.