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Posted: June 10, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

It isn’t fair

I have memories lost that I think about

Many that are played out

Wishing I could go back and grab them

Finally

I realize too late

Too thin

Too fast

There’s no way

I scream

In that moment I see

Myself running

Posted: June 10, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

Don’t take my Love to play

It’s given to you by mistake

My heart is Golden you can’t compare it to another

You get what you get and you don’t throw a fit because

My Love for you is solid

Printed Faces

Posted: June 10, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

Painted Faces feel the pain

Behind there dark colored eyes

That just scan their surroundings

Cause they don’t do much speaking

Hidden Past that nobody knows about

Memory’s that she wants to keep so far down

It always finds away Back out

She feels closed inside a tired mind

Feel her heart it’s barely beating

It’s damaged inside of her chest

Sierre H.

Hidden Messages

Posted: June 10, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

The eyes that look at you

Don’t understand the hidden

Messages that you try to tell them

Located in the center of the iris of the eye

she is my mother

Posted: March 19, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

She is my Mother / who carried me for 9 months

She is my mother/ Who continues to do wrong

She is my mother/ Who loves me unconditionally

She is my mother/ who sits up nights crying/ wondering what she did wrong

She is my mother/ I wouldn’t trad for anything

She is my mother/ Who wonders if i should be the mother/and she should be the daughter

She is my mother/ who questions everything she does now

She is my mother

and no matter what she will always be

“my mother”

Posted: March 18, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

In a Small Little town

Everything’s Bigger than what it should be

Buildings are bigger in a Smaller area

Stretch your hand high

Let your eyes wonder

In a Small Little town

Dreams are bigger than reality

Because In a small little town

You got to be Bigger than

Where you Live

Dream or reality

Posted: March 17, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

The stars burst open in the wind

birds flying high in the middle of the night

Unknown thoughts drifting in the wind

Does my life start to see again

Maybe Now times run up

Run for the door before it closes shut

Out of breath Out of time

Darkness consumes us, its time to sleep now…

They Don’t Know

Posted: January 15, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

They think your mad all the time

I walk around with my face blank

unreadable emotions

I feel like I wear my emotions on my sleeve, guess not

I start to think maybe its not me, maybe its you

maybe you just need to look a little closer

People see what they want to see

They will say what they want to say

It doesn’t matter what you tell them

If people insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character

I’ll advise you only this: Assume you will always be wrong.

unforgettable

Posted: January 15, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

Picture waking up to your mom telling you the worst news you could ever imagine

Its like I knew she didn’t want to tell me and my sister

she just wanted to forget

When I knew what she was going to say it’s like I pictured how I was going to react

because I knew I was going to be emotionless, deep down I was shattered, crushed, and broken

Tell me have you ever Pictured your grandmother lying so still, its like she’s was dead?

I told myself I was going to be strong for my little sister

it’s like once I saw her laying like that, knowing she wasn’t going to get up

knowing she wasn’t going to ever speak to me again

knowing we wouldn’t talk on the phone late at night

knowing she wouldn’t see me graduate

knowing this will be the last time ever seeing her

that’s when I knew I couldn’t hold it in anymore

and the tears just started to unleash

because I was trying to hold them captured

captured until I was all alone

captured so all these unrecognized faces wouldn’t see me cry

captured until I was ready to for people to see me so broken

captured until I was ready to see myself broken

She was a person that loved you till death

Broke your heart to watch your mom cry so many tears, I wasn’t use to that

she never did that crying thing EVER

she was always so strong and bold

now she was weak and scared

I never did say anything to her to make it okay

because I knew It wasn’t going to be okay anytime soon or ever

I think to myself

Have you ever wondered when she got so old ?

it feels like the last time I saw her she was so young filled with so much life

ready to do anything and everything

maybe I imagined it all

but now she’s gone

and its not something that was in my dreams.

Moms

Posted: January 15, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH, Uncategorized

I love both of you

One that raised me my whole life

One that just couldn’t take care of me

One that I look identical to, we could almost be twins

One that I look like, but yet is old enough to be my grandmother

For as long as I can remember

you two have been a incredible presence in my life

I would walk….. without my shoes to the end of the earth for you

Mixed Emotions

Posted: January 14, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

Half of her is a plan WHITE

Purity and Innocence

Which is designed only to protect her roof

Then there’s her other half

Like a glowing bright RED

That’s ready to strike

at any Love and Passion

thrown her way

Oh Innocence Innocence

were have you gone?

I am Me!

Posted: January 13, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

How much it would mean to me if you saw me for me

I am NOT my Mother

Yes we look identical

But, we’re two different personalities

I can’t be the person you want me to be

I can ONLY  be me

That’s better than who you wanted me to be

You NEVER saw me for me

You already had a person of your choice wrapped up in your head

I guess that’s okay though

because you’re not the person I thought you was

I guess we were both wrong.