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Has he forgotten?

Posted: March 15, 2011 by marleevance in MarleeV

I close my eyes only to be reminded of him.

I open my eyes only to remember he’s gone.

I breathe in,

only I’m choking on the memories.

What has happened?

What have I done to deserve so much pain?

I’m lost, and aware of it.

 

Without you,

I have no home.

 

So I run away,

My life is demolishing before my eyes.

 

Without you,

I have no reason to live.

 

So what am I supposed to do?

 

I hang my head in sorrow,

pitiful was swelling up inside my heart.

 

I hold my head up pretending to be something that I am not.

 

Strong,

I am weak,

always have been around you.

So what am I supposed to do?

I close my eyes and jump,

hitting rock bottom.

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Therapy

Posted: March 15, 2011 by marleevance in MarleeV

It’s time for me to realize peace doesn’t exist,

Love is but a four letter word,

Hope ends with tears,

Faith is easily broken,

and life is a losing game.

 

So I’m going to go to sleep.

I’m going to dream of that place that I always dream,

of the place that doesn’t exist.

 

I’ve lost all hope,

I’ve lost all my faith.

I’ve never believed in love,

and peace is my only dream.

 

So I give up,

my hands are up in the air.

I threw the white flag in the air,

I surrender.

End my pain.

Something different.

Posted: March 15, 2011 by marleevance in MarleeV

There is something different about you,

But I can’t figure out what it is.

 

Our love was golden honey,

Sweet, honest, strong.

 

Now it’s gone sour,

Like bitter beets.

 

Is it that hair?

Your perfect smile?

Those gorgeous eyes?

 

I don’t understand what happend to us.

I miss our strong hearts,

beating to the same song.

Smiling at each other,

for absolutely no reason.

 

If you still love me,

Please let me know.

 

Don’t leave me broken,

and questioning our love…

Our strong, dying, sweet, bitter love…


I lost you.

Posted: December 3, 2010 by marleevance in MarleeV

Last night,

I dreamed about you again,

You were holding my hand,

Walking down the road,

Like we use to.

 

I looked at you,

Your hair was shining in the sun.

Those eyes,

I got lost in.

 

We walked past the grave yard

And the big, brown dog

I was always afraid of.

 

I seen your house up on the hill.

We sat on the tail gate of your truck,

Singing our songs,

and laughing about nothing.

 

You looked at me,

and leaned in to kiss me,

I felt the brush of your smooth lips on mine,

 

Then,

You faded away,

And I was looking at my ceiling…

 

I took a moment and laid there,

Replaying everything in my mind.

But the more I thought,

The more I forgot…

 

I can’t believe it,

I lost you again…

The End of Summer.

Posted: December 1, 2010 by marleevance in MarleeV

It was the end of summer,

Cool wind rushed across my face,

The scent of dying leafs filled my nose.

Just you and I sitting on the front porch swing,

Your face is like a dream I never want to wake up from.

And once I got lost in those eyes,

You said it.

 

My cheeks filled with heat,

My stomach filled with butterflies,

And my head was becoming lighter.

 

Was I dreaming?

But your warm lips reminded me that it was true.

 

There we were,

On that swing,

Letting the cool wind blow through our hair.

And you said you loved me.

 

As the sun began to set,

I found myself actually getting sad.

You were going to be leaving soon,

I wanted to say it,

but I couldn’t bring myself to do it.

 

As you left,

I still felt the tingle from your lips on mine.

 

I never said it,

But I love you,

More than anything.

Teddy Bear.

Posted: December 1, 2010 by marleevance in MarleeV

I lost you before I moved.

My one and only best friend.

Brown and fuzzy hair that covered every inch of your comforting body.

Two big black eyes and a cold button nose.

The warm summer sun on our faces as we would play in the back yard.

Swinging higher and higher until our feet would touch the clear blue sky.

You done anything I wanted you to do.

You were the one I could talk to about anything and I knew you wouldn’t tell a soul.

You were my only best friend until I walked through the elementary doors.

When we played together after I would come home from school,

It didn’t feel the same…

How silly I thought.

You’re not even real.

So I put you in a box along with all my other toys that I didn’t need any longer.

But, as I became older,

I began to realize how cruel the world is and how people try their best to hurt me.

You’re the only one who really ever listened.

You’re the only one who would never tell my secrets.

You were my only real best friend…

My Teddy Bear.

Posted: December 1, 2010 by marleevance in MarleeV

I lost you before I moved.

My one and only best friend.

Brown and fuzzy hair that covered every inch of your comforting body.

Two big black eyes and a cold button nose.

The warm summer sun on our faces as we would play in the back yard.

Swinging higher and higher until our feet would touch the clear blue sky.

You done anything I wanted you to do.

You were the one i could talk to about anything and I knew you wouldn’t tell a soul.

You were my only best friend until I walked through the elementary doors.

When we played together after I would come home from school,

It didn’t feel the same…

How silly I thought.

You’re not even real.

So I put you in a box along with all my other toys that I didn’t need any longer.

But, as I became older,

I began to realize how cruel the world is and how people try their best to hurt me.

You’re the only one who really ever listened.

You’re the only one who would never tell my secrets.

You were my only real best friend…