Archive for January, 2015

Trust

Posted: January 16, 2015 by aenbell in AllisonB

Your words begin to mean nothing to me,
You continue to lie under your breathe.
Had me convinced that you were different,
Yet here I am, with a broken trust.

My heart torn out from the center of my chest,
Ripped into a million pieces.
You promised me over and over,
That you would change for the better.

But I soon came to realize,
That you’re no different than the first time we met.
Each event replayed itself,
And each time you betrayed me.

dad.

Posted: January 15, 2015 by hannahmarie64 in HannahW2015

I miss the feeling
of having you tuck my hair
behind my ears,
clean my glasses
when you found them
lying around,
and hearing your guitar
stream throughout the house
even when I’d get angry
because I couldn’t focus
on the things you said
I did not need

I miss when you’d tell me
that boys are dumb,
that I was too pretty for them,
or that I didn’t need to wear
thick black wings
surrounding my eyes
because to you,
I was the prettiest lady
you’d ever seen

I miss when we’d lay awake
in the living room after
everyone else had gone to bed,
and we’d talk about how one day,
I’d have the world in my hands,
how one day,
I could break someone’s heart,
and they could break mine

do you remember
when you told me that
you were the only man in my life
that would never break my heart?
do you remember
when you kissed me on the cheek,
slammed cake into my nose,
and told me happy birthday?
do you remember
telling me that
high school would be miserable
but one of the greatest memories
of my life?
you were right
but my favorite memory
will always be
you

They Don’t Know

Posted: January 15, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

They think your mad all the time

I walk around with my face blank

unreadable emotions

I feel like I wear my emotions on my sleeve, guess not

I start to think maybe its not me, maybe its you

maybe you just need to look a little closer

People see what they want to see

They will say what they want to say

It doesn’t matter what you tell them

If people insist on continuing to make assumptions about my character

I’ll advise you only this: Assume you will always be wrong.

School Daze

Posted: January 15, 2015 by alyssamarcum12 in AlyssaM

Hurry up! Hurry up!

You’re going to be late

I’m caught up in the hustle and bustle

and the stresses of life

My heart is pounding

My mind races

And my hands start sweating

as the test is being passed out

I can do this

I can do this

I CAN’T do this!

Panic rises

Time is almost up

The test are taken up

and calmness take over

Then doubt and devastation

I didn’t know all the answers

Did I pass?

Did I get an A?

The classes are getting harder

But I’m not giving up!

What’s Wrong?

Posted: January 15, 2015 by katelynnepperhart2014 in KatelynE

I asked you what was wrong,
and you wouldn’t tell me.
I comforted you and you cried,
You hurt the most in the inside,
I woke up  one morning and you were gone,
I knew then I had fallen apart.
The things I would do just to see you, again, because you’re my best friend.

unforgettable

Posted: January 15, 2015 by sierrex3 in SierreH

Picture waking up to your mom telling you the worst news you could ever imagine

Its like I knew she didn’t want to tell me and my sister

she just wanted to forget

When I knew what she was going to say it’s like I pictured how I was going to react

because I knew I was going to be emotionless, deep down I was shattered, crushed, and broken

Tell me have you ever Pictured your grandmother lying so still, its like she’s was dead?

I told myself I was going to be strong for my little sister

it’s like once I saw her laying like that, knowing she wasn’t going to get up

knowing she wasn’t going to ever speak to me again

knowing we wouldn’t talk on the phone late at night

knowing she wouldn’t see me graduate

knowing this will be the last time ever seeing her

that’s when I knew I couldn’t hold it in anymore

and the tears just started to unleash

because I was trying to hold them captured

captured until I was all alone

captured so all these unrecognized faces wouldn’t see me cry

captured until I was ready to for people to see me so broken

captured until I was ready to see myself broken

She was a person that loved you till death

Broke your heart to watch your mom cry so many tears, I wasn’t use to that

she never did that crying thing EVER

she was always so strong and bold

now she was weak and scared

I never did say anything to her to make it okay

because I knew It wasn’t going to be okay anytime soon or ever

I think to myself

Have you ever wondered when she got so old ?

it feels like the last time I saw her she was so young filled with so much life

ready to do anything and everything

maybe I imagined it all

but now she’s gone

and its not something that was in my dreams.

Gone

Posted: January 15, 2015 by ashmollett in AshleyM

There I am
I wake on Christmas morning
I am excited
for presents, food, and family
I am going to my first stop
I get a call
My world turns upside down
I begin to cry
My mind is wondering
I’m sitting at the ICU
Everyone is there
I get the news
My grandmother has passed
Gone, gone forever
I collapse to the floor
My crying increases
She is GONE
I feel this enormous heartache
and I break
more than I did before
Nothing is the same
It never will be
I am focused on one thing
The thing I lost
But it only makes me
STRONGER