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Something we’ve all known

Posted: March 26, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

We knew that year would be one of our lasts.

Something we’ve known for thirteen years changing over night.

People we see every day soon become a memory, then not being able to distinguish the difference between that memory or what was that a dream?

It comes in a sequence.
1st day,
Thanksgiving Break & Christmas,
Some turn 18 and the winter passes.
The buds on the willow trees bloom, then what do ya know it’s Spring Break.
You come back to Westest review & core classes to realize the year is over.

We’re about to graduate, your last day is here.

This life is yours, you’re an adult now.

The smiles & the tears are two of the same, but not sure which to do, but honestly not being able to control either.

But no need to fear your parents & real friends will always be there.

When will she learn?

Posted: March 26, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

When will she learn?
That she’s her own person.
She don’t like her hair done or make up put on her face.
She don’t like dancing on stages with frilly little tutus, while other moms judge her.
3rd place, 2nd, and 1st none of them her.
Best hair, nicest smile, most beautiful
Again, that’s not her.
Apparently this beauty pageant isn’t her cup of tea.
Her mom cries because she thinks her babies sad,
But honestly she’d rather be
Home like any other girl her age.
With messy hair
While she can color
And play ball with her friends
And I’m pretty sure she’d like to take up equestrian..
When will she learn?

Somewhere..

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Somewhere in this world,
People are dying, babies are being born, an a second chance of life is being given.
Some are grieving, others are rejoicing.
While you begin to fall asleep someone is just starting to wake.
It’s winter here and summer somewhere else.
Someone is about to start school while ours is coming to an end.

While you cry and mope about it,
Someone, somewhere is trying to do better.
A heartbreak here and someone’s falling in love there.
You cry and others laugh, it won’t be like that for long!
Hold your head up and never look back because you’ll never be in this place and time
AGAIN.

I lost you..

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

I lost you yesterday

In a little thing called life.

Told our freshman year,

We’d see all of our friends take different paths..

I stuck with band and colorguard

You drifted off into another face in the crowd.

From playground activities to senior boy parties.

We used to be so close

Now it’s like the other don’t even matter

Slices like a paper cut.

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

It slices like a paper cut, every word you said was real; there’s no denying it now.
That little girl you taunt and tease can’t help how she feels.
Words of ridicule echo in her head, she’s not sure what to do. She prays to be happy, but who or what is listening, because no one seems to care!
She thinks of the future, but not sure if she can make it there.
She tells her friends and they just complain, but what she must realize is they haven’t been there.
She tries to laugh and smile, but just like that she’s broken again and not sure where to turn, but just like that paper cut the words are real and will forever leave a scar..

Take A Stand

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Take a stand before you’re broken.

Speak your peace and let it be.

Facing that giant in your path, will be a big accomplishment.

Turning the other cheek doesn’t do much good, because they’ll laugh at it too!

Don’t giggle at the cruelty of another, because next time it could be you…

HELP!

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Help!

Senior year is goin’ crazy.

I don’t know left from right.

Up from down.

Swimming up to my elbows in

REALM Rhetorical Analysis.

Mohs’ Hardness Scale.

Solve of X

And get out your clarinet.

No time to text.

No time to talk.

You got ACT and SAT

To study for.

And oh yeah that Algebra 2 test.

No time for fun

No time for friends.

Got a game on Friday

Band Competition on Saturday

And can’t forget work on Sunday!

Now take a deep breath

And take a moment to relax

This is only the beginning

College is up next…

A place within me

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

There’s a place within me,

That no one seems to know.

Like a dark puddle,

You don’t know the depth of.

There’s a place within me,

That never seems to know.

Like the ocean during a storm,

Condescending and always second guessing.

Dark

Depressing

Dangerous

But I’m not sure if those describe me.

Return to Earth

Posted: January 30, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Return to Earth….

Return to Earth after all your day dreaming;
come back to reality after your fantasy is gone.

Distinguish the difference between your want and need, your fantasy and wildest dream.

Let the smile and laughter roll off your tongue and never hold back.
Today is gone in a blink of an eye and you never know what tomorrow holds or if it’s going to even come.

Take my hand

Posted: January 29, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

I’ve reaped what I’ve sown and I’ve called this place home,
but there comes a time when we all must go.

You cannot stay in one place; the love you’ve felt isn’t what you’ve come to know.

It’s time to move on and not look back it’s not the love you share, but a memory of how it was!

So take my hand and we’ll brave the world alone, even if it’s just you and me, no one else needs to know.

We’ll travel the world and dance on every continent and venture into the unknown. Then when it’s all over we can try again and love till the very end.

I wrote you a poem..

Posted: January 29, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

I wrote you a poem today, just like every other day.
In hopes that you can hear me and laid it next to your grave.
I wrote you a poem today, ’cause I’m not always sure what to say.
I miss you, and I know you’re watching over me.
Saying don’t make those same mistakes and that you love me and don’t dwell on those tears of sorrow because you wouldn’t have it any other way.
I wrote you a poem today.
…..just like every other day.

-R.I.P Craig xoxox

Who I Am

Posted: January 29, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Peyton
Passionate, spontaneous, giggly, talented
Sister to Alysa
Who feels like smiling, sleeping, content
Who needs juice, my best friend, better penmanship
Lover of music, reading, writing
Who fears losing who I love, worms, and being an adult
Who gives to the community, my love to everyone, and happiness to the world
Who would like to see myself succeed, Big Ben, the would
Resident of Stollings
Porter

Do you remember?

Posted: January 29, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

Either warn you about the dangers it brings, Or tells you to live it to the fullest
Life?
Youth?
Or happiness at all?
Do you remember that day?
Do you remember what your homework was?
Do you remember what your best friend wore?
Pink or maybe blue.
It goes along with, you’ll never know till you try
So what’s holding you back?
A friend,
A boyfriend,
The thought of failure.
When you are inches away from death do you wanna remember what you
could’ve/should’ve done?
Or the things that made you happy and know that your life was complete and well lived?
When you look back you’ll remember the moments you were happy
not the days

Who I am

Posted: January 29, 2013 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP, Uncategorized

Peyton
Passionate, spontaneous, giggly, talented
Sister to Alysa
Who feels like smiling, sleeping, content
Who needs juice, my best friend, better penmanship
Lover of music, reading, and writing
Who fears losing who I love, worms, and being an adult
Who gives to the community, my love to everyone, and happiness to the world
Who would like to see myself succeeded, Big Ben, the world
Resident of Stollings
Porter

I Am

Posted: October 10, 2012 by peytonporter1995 in PeytonP

I am crafty and unique
I wonder what tomorrow holds I hear a million buzzing bees closing in around me
I see a million stars and the Eiffel Tower at night
I want to be a famous author
I am crafty and unique
I pretend I’m in every book I read, it let’s me escape reality.
I feel anxious to see my grandfather at the hospital
I touch the lives of many or at least hope I do
I worry about what my future will bring
I cry when I think about how I lost my best friend
I am craft and unique
I understand sometimes you just have to take a chance
I say live everyday like your last
I dream about seeing my friend again
I try to make everyday a good day
I hope to one day see the world
I am crafty and unique