Posted: June 2, 2014 by shelbeebalentine in ShelbeeB

love by nature exacts a pain, can you love without pain?

many late nights without hope.

I waited for you, in deep unexplored oceans.

I searched without finding.

I crumble at the darkness of old times.

because I forgave you, yes, for everything.

things I refuse to remember eat away at me, slowly.

and it’s like I didn’t mind because I’d rather feel pain than nothing at all.

numbness scares me.

and now, I am numb to you.

and refuse to stand in the cool blue.

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