S-T-R-E-S-S by Carissa Nelson

Posted: May 12, 2009 by carissan11 in Carissa
It is present,
undeniable because it overwhelms you to the point of,
OUTBURSTS!
Like a lump in your throat,
it clogs your inner-being,
enabling you to function as normally as you would.
Problems:
Girls, Sex, Alcohol, School, Friends, Family, Jesus Christ,
anything else you would like to add?
Please do so in a manner likely to add pressure to my everyday life.
It would be nothing new.
Trust in him?
Yes, I do,
but is that enough?
Negatory it seems.
I feel as if the walls are going to crash any time now,
ensconcing me in rubbish forever.
But,
it would be nothing new.
Years, months, weeks, days:
whatever time it has been there,
it has always been there:
in the back of your mind, building until it is ready to surmount,
show itself, and drop you to the floor.

Stupid

          Treacherous

                        Repulsive

                                   Exasperating

                                                    Synthetic

                                                                     Scandalous                     

It engulfs you until the end.     
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