It’s very saddening to have to put my family through
This. They seem to not mind to take care of me but
I feel like I am a burden. As the cancer spread through
My lungs it starts to hurt more and more. I am ready to
Go but my family is not. I have been holding on to see if
My family can make it without me, and they are strong.
I believe that I am ready after all of the hair loss and the
Cancer. I feel like I am just worthless now. I put
A smile on my face like a mask. Maybe my family can
See through it. They can tell that I am losing my mind
And I can’t hold on much longer. I try to control what I
Say but my mouth moves and I don’t even know what is
Coming out. I do not regret any of my decisions in my life
But I am ready to go. Goodbye loved ones.
